Broken Stairs
Christa Marie’s poem “Broken Stairs” tells the story of a young girl’s fight with depression. The poem speaks of “monsters in her mind” which can be interpreted as representing her mental illness, her thoughts, and the lies she tells herself. As the monsters take over her life and hope is becoming lost, she finds a set of stairs that, even though they are cracked and old, may be worth climbing. The comforting message behind this beautiful metaphorical poem reminds those suffering from mental illness that “rock bottom is still solid ground”, and to remember that there is a hopeful beam of light at the end of the tunnel.
Broken Stairs
There was a girl of 16 years
And life became her greatest fear
There were monsters in her mind
And criminals in her dreams
The words they said she began to believe
One by one, they took over her life
She didn’t even know how to fight
She assumed it’s what she deserved
But there wasn’t a single monster she’d earned
She was falling apart at the seams
If only the monsters would let her free
She was locked in her own mind
Without a single key to find
She was locked in with the monster’s lies
Her hope and joy began to die
Until she’d given up on her own life
She hit rock bottom and thought it was over
That she had lost the fight forever
But it turns out that rock bottom is still solid ground
And there’s a set of stairs that she found
They are cracked with broken parts
And sometimes they try to fall apart
But she figured they were worth a try
Because, just maybe, they’d save her life
So she began to climb, step by step
And although sometimes she’d fall or trip
She always began to climb again
Trying to make it to the top
She promised herself that she’d never stop
And the sun shone brighter the higher she got
Drowning out the monster’s lies
With a bright and hopeful beam of light
And she’s finally learning how to fight
She hasn’t quite reached the top
But the monsters don’t still have her locked
So she will get there soon enough
Because, no matter what, she isn’t giving up.
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